it's been a while...
can't access this site from where I am most of the time...office.
i guess the systems admin is quite wary of so much virus around the net, and doesn't permit connections to un-needed sites....

So...what's been happening???

Argh! Lots of work!
It's fulfilling, though...hearing from my executives that I run things better than my predecessor did...and feeling my clients are happy with the attention they get from me...

I really, really hope I can pull this through.

What I got into is building a network that's probably first in the world....I wasn't here when they started it...but at least I got on board before it gets completed.  And I got in at a time that things are heating up.  Difficult, but do-able...at least as I see it.

Somehow it saddens me...the time I spent with my children really shrank...it was okay with Life, having been eligible for a summer job...but, I can feel the boredom that Dream had being alone most of her days....and me getting home late.  The womb who brought my Life and Dream is just so patient that she doesn't make me feel she minds me having to get home late...That's support enough for me.

And siblings..and cousins...and friends....I have not been spending time with them lately.

And these things are for what? For a better job...for a more secure future for my Life and my Dream.

Lots to give up, huh, for a good job?

But it's actually not giving up a lot for something better.  It's actually a choice.  Because I have my reasons. Because I know what I want.  Because I know what I need to do.

Suddenly...somebody calls up on my phone (I was in a client meeting)..."hey! can you send me your resume?"

I said..."but I am now on my second month working for your competition"

I heard..."that's okay...you can still leave them...send me your resume, I will SMS my email address"

I said yes and hang up.

Easily said...that guy might and may make an offer...and I'm telling the world..."I know what I want, and I know what I need to do..."